Where have Televison gone????

Where has all my American T.V gone????? Ergh all the seasons have ended or been cancelled!! I am deeply disappointed about Heroes being cancelled by NBC as I really thought they would be able to bring it back next season, even after the last two awful seasons I thought they would have worked out where they went wrong and not make the same mistakes again. I feel the same way about Ugly Betty (ABC) it got way too boring towards the end and even got too silly! (Which I didn’t think could happen anymore to them)

However Desperate Housewives (ABC) seem to be doing it right, I think it was a great idea to make it 5 years later - although I did hate it at the time, but it clearly worked on me and the story lines have been great! The show I am already missing and really looking forward to is Brothers and Sisters (ABC) the way they ended this season was unbelievable! I don’t want to give away any spoilers but it’s a tearjerker believe me.

Luckily season 7 of Entourage (HBO) has just started and so far so good! Even though we have only had the one episode so far due to the July 4^th celebrations (which is quite annoying for those living outside the USA) but the teaser episode has got me quite excited!

Another HBO show starting is True Blood, which so far hasn’t been that exciting, then again I appreciate the good looking young men they have added and is the only reason why I am still watching it. Hopefully this will pick up.

I wish my boredom would go away and some good television would come onto my screen. Maybe this is a sign I should get a life and focus on the real world, well without good television to watch, I might have to.

Lily

My sister is probably my best friend in the whole world, even though she can drive me crazy she is the person I trust most. I can confide in her without feeling like I am being judged. I may be biased but I think she is amazing, I just wish she felt this way as well. She lacks a lot of confidence and gets herself down a lot, which I struggle to understand. She is soooo clever as well as pretty yet she struggles to find a boyfriend. Boys tend to see her as a friend and not the lovely person that she is, which I guess adds to her anxiety. We don't have a lovey dovey relationship so it is difficult to tell her how much I admire her and if I do she would just think I am being weird and make a joke out of it.I just want her to have the love she deserves and let her know how much I look up to her. She is my big sister and I love her very much x

Sister sister all so fair, why is their blood all over your hair?

The two greats (and Hollywood rivals) Bette Davis and Joan Crawford. I cannot decide who I prefer more!!! Davis has a remarkable talent but Crawford has a beautiful face. The two together is brilliant, one of my favourite films of all time.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zAcf9QqXprc

Where to go from here?

I have just officially finished university and now have to find a 'real job' and work my way up the business ladder. But where do I start? I want a job in the film industry as a top movie and television producer, but I want it now! I have to now start and earn my way to the top which is looking very far away at this point. I have only just started to write my C.V. which is looking rather plain and empty. Why have I left it this long? I should already be on my way.

As well as being a producer I want to act. I know it can sound quite cliché when I say "I'm an actress" and have to confess I hate admitting it to people, for some reason I am ashamed of it. I don't have an agent or even a head shot! So this is not the greatest start and again I am only starting to write my acting resume which once more seems bare.

I am already at the point that I want to give up because I am scared to fail in the future. I hope I can shake off this feeling as I don't want to become an average Joe. I want to be known, I want to see my name up in credits for my acting or my producing (or maybe even both!) but I can't get there unless I try to find some motivation. I need to stop my excuses and work! - that is if I can even get any.

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