Lily

My sister is probably my best friend in the whole world, even though she can drive me crazy she is the person I trust most. I can confide in her without feeling like I am being judged. I may be biased but I think she is amazing, I just wish she felt this way as well. She lacks a lot of confidence and gets herself down a lot, which I struggle to understand. She is soooo clever as well as pretty yet she struggles to find a boyfriend. Boys tend to see her as a friend and not the lovely person that she is, which I guess adds to her anxiety. We don't have a lovey dovey relationship so it is difficult to tell her how much I admire her and if I do she would just think I am being weird and make a joke out of it.I just want her to have the love she deserves and let her know how much I look up to her. She is my big sister and I love her very much x

Sister sister all so fair, why is their blood all over your hair?

The two greats (and Hollywood rivals) Bette Davis and Joan Crawford. I cannot decide who I prefer more!!! Davis has a remarkable talent but Crawford has a beautiful face. The two together is brilliant, one of my favourite films of all time.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zAcf9QqXprc

Where to go from here?

I have just officially finished university and now have to find a 'real job' and work my way up the business ladder. But where do I start? I want a job in the film industry as a top movie and television producer, but I want it now! I have to now start and earn my way to the top which is looking very far away at this point. I have only just started to write my C.V. which is looking rather plain and empty. Why have I left it this long? I should already be on my way.

As well as being a producer I want to act. I know it can sound quite cliché when I say "I'm an actress" and have to confess I hate admitting it to people, for some reason I am ashamed of it. I don't have an agent or even a head shot! So this is not the greatest start and again I am only starting to write my acting resume which once more seems bare.

I am already at the point that I want to give up because I am scared to fail in the future. I hope I can shake off this feeling as I don't want to become an average Joe. I want to be known, I want to see my name up in credits for my acting or my producing (or maybe even both!) but I can't get there unless I try to find some motivation. I need to stop my excuses and work! - that is if I can even get any.

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